Wrong place, Wrong time.

How I wished you knew how felt about you. Everything happened pretty quickly. Of course, it is not the right time to discuss about all these but something I know is that I'm not good enough for you. I wished we could get together and last forever but for all I know it is impossible. Me and You. We are a mismatched. You are too good for me and I really wished I could get on your league, however, I know we will never be a thing. I wouldn't dare to say that this is love but it probably is an infatuation. How I wished you appeared later in my life. Perhaps we could happen.

Emotional Post

Life really may not be a bed of roses but all I wanted was just a little care and support from you. Whatever I do, you will never support me. As your boyfriend,  I know it is my job to support you, shower you with love and also to  accommodate to you. But have you ever thought of what I really really like, or what I really wanted. I just wanted to have some time to play soccer, but for you , i neglected my team and friends. I know its my responsibility but for you, I've lost friends and time to do things that I like. You said you didn't want to neglect your friends but .. I have done it for you. If only you could give me some support to the things that I have done. I want to wear some cool earrings, you said no, because you dont like me with earrings. I try to suit you as much as I can but I really wanted to wear, because it is one of the  times where I can look good. I just hope you will learn to support me a little more, thats all i ask for.

Give yourself a chance ; Smile and Try it !

Well everything that hits you in life will make you feel down. If you have that feeling of giving up, you are not alone but look at people in third world countries. Even though some have to suffer without food, some have to suffer with no water but then they still continue to be happy. Perhaps an example would be small kids in Africa, even though some have no water , some have no food but then they live their dream and they enjoy what they do by maybe playing football? Its the passion that actually keep them moving on. Smile and move on no matter how hard some things hit you. In life, there will definitely be bigger and bigger boulders for you to overcome. How you overcome and your determination to overcome is all in yourself. Give yourself a chance to try and no matter what, persevere on !

Sucks to know..

It sucks to know that no matter how well you treat people, they will never treat you back the same. They will always treat those people who they ignore them better.. One day , they will realised how much time they had wasted on those people who ignore them and when they want those people who treat them well again, they are all gone.

This brings to my love life. No matter how well I treated her, she prefers to chat with some other guy who just perhaps be smarter or better than me. I treat her the best and she just ignores me, I don't blame her for that but it affected me a lot. Times I cried for her is uncountable but no matter how hurt I am I never wrote it down or posted it. Now, no matter how long I wait for her reply, she just gives me cold reply that .. I really don't know what I should do.. I have really really been deeply hurt by her </3

Badminton

Having Badminton competition this few days! Having fun while representing the school, hoping that i will bring honour to the school! I will treasure this chance to perform and create history :D

Sec 1s

Really hate the Secondary 1s this year, like seriously, so rude. My friend told them to stop gaming and they ask my friends to get away. I mean we are your seniors and this is how you treat us? Do you WANT your juniors to treat you this way? Guess not right? Be Nice People!

29 November 2012

God brother finally done his operation, its gonna take him very long before he gets to enjoy his sports and muaythai but it was lucky that his operation is very successful. Looking forward for him to get back and play soccer with me :D